Of all my Facebook friends, it's Paw Martinez who loves most answering notes like this then tags a lot of people to read. It has been a hobby, I notice. But it's always for fun. And for getting closer to the people you assume your "friends" as well. Since Facebook is a Social Networking site, I don't find anything wrong answering this.

1. I’ve come to realize that... -as someone who's already old enough, I haven't been serious in things that I do, things I must do and things that people expect me to do. With breadwinning responsibilities amidst a backdrop of forcing myself to be a frontrunner, I don't get to realize the things that I should realize. I'm still in a lame slumber. And it's driving me crazier.

2. I’ve come to realize that I need... - enlightenment to get out of my self-authored Dark Ages. If there are ways for me to change the way I have always been, I would open-handedly accept them to lead me into finally doing the things I am supposed to do. I'm not rich in various aspects. So that leaves me needing, demanding and sometimes pleading for matters I don't even know how to start with.

3. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost… - countless chances of being happy and satisfied because of not believing in myself. I could have been the happiest man in the world, in my own way, if only I listened to the inner voice which sought to teach me the right way. And since I walked barefoot on those moments, putting slippers on my two feet and crossing them again would never give the 1st-rate emotions I was supossed to feel the first time I tried. Loser :(

4. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when… - I receive insatiable pity from people I never expected to look down on me. It all makes me want to throw up and vomit all my pursuits and leave them spoiled with regret. If there's a feeling that's more detestable than people ripping out their trust on you and squeezing it right after, go on, tell me!

5. I’ve come to realize that the person I like… - doesn't seem to be the person who I want her to be. Fate seems like having a terrible multiple-personality-disorder period. The person I like sometimes talks like an angel inviting me to fly and in other times too, she seems like the very wicked demon that chases me on my nightmares. Nothing's ever constant the way she is to me. If there ever was a moment, it lasted only for seconds.

6. I’ve come to realize that people… - are always stubborn if you're hard-headed and are understanding if you're very open. They are like the colors of a rainbow, with different traits, different ways, and different beauties. But together, they complete your life in full colors.

7. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always be… - unafraid to die any moment if I will not know who or what is going to kill me. I've been numb while I exist. Even if I don't show it.

8. I’ve come to realize that my mom… - (why is there such a section like this here) remains to be the SOLE individual who perfectly understands my imperfections in a manner that she doesn't want me to notice. She's mean sometimes but I then realize that her being mean is a compromise for something that makes me smile at the end of the day. Very heart-wrenching.

9. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning… - hunger is not my mortal enemy anymore. Give me weeks to learn it and I won't beg for any frustrated thoughts.

10. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
- some of my brain cells are not happy anymore of consecutive funerals. They tell me to take best care for my body but I keep on ignoring them. I hope I can realize WHEN to learn.

11. I’ve come to realize that I really want to… - be the happiest person who is already satisfied with the smallest things life can offer. I want to be a lawyer, a doctor, a singer, a dancer, a traveller, a novelist, a performer, an artist, all in one. Whichever can make me happiest, as long as there prevails a simple manifestation. I'm fine with it.

12. I’ve come to realize that life… - is never enough to live when you have plenty of dreams for a lot of people you love. It never is enough when you don't live it yourself. When you are not doing what you like. Or better, you don't know where you stand in the plans you've been restructing all your life.

13. I’ve come to realize that my ex… - (another prizewinning section. LoL) will forever be there to care for me. She's the type of person who accepts everything. You won't hear any complaints.

14. I’ve come to realize that my friends… - are the best monsters Lady Gaga has failed to enlist in her Haus. Even if they're diamonds in the rough, they are diamonds! They're worthy to be treasured because they'll always be precious.

15. I’ve come to realize that when people walk out of my life… - I chase them at first but stop when they turn their heads and smile. I'm implicitly relieved.

16. I've come to realize that fate...
- is something that can render realizations be proven tentative. It can be the most helpful thing or can be your frequent traitor at times you don't expect.

17. I've come to realize that when I
die...
- people will always put a quotation, a scene, or a memory about me in their
eulogies that will make the necrology a party before proceeding to the part where they're supposed to break their hearts. Will they?

18. I've come to realize that I would
never...
- do wrong when I still have options from the right side. I would never cross my own life just because of others pulling me down. Even if my feet are always in the ground, there will still be a lot of pulling-down's. As to where it will lead more below that, I don't know too.

19. I've come to realize that love...
- is what keeps me answering this. If I just don't love the people who are gonna read this, I could have slept an hour ago. My head's gonna explode. Goodnight.#