Writing something like this makes me anxious, nervous, proud and happy all at once. It is indeed never easy to find words that would describe what and how I feel. But all the days and nights that I have spent thinking how blessed my life is and how fortunate I am because I have someone like you have pushed me to gather up all these emotions and write them down in this single piece of paper. Will I make sense? Just please keep reading.

 I firmly believe that out of billions of people who exist in this world, each of us has been destined to find someone with the same soul. As for me, hoping that the rest of the universe conspires, I think that you are the one I am fated to be with. You are gentle and chaste. From the moment I met you, I already knew how beautiful you are. And something in me tells me that the veil that covers you makes you even more beautiful. You definitely don't need to show others some parts of your body because just with your eyes that speak of elegance, your voice that warms up hearts, and your presence that illuminates every place that you go to, there is nothing more I could possibly ask for.

 God knows how sorry I am at times my selfishness gets the best out of me. Sometimes, I don't realize that I already rush things, I decide on my own and I forget to ask you about things we should both decide on. Still, you remain standing by my side with a strong faith and a heartfelt promise that you will never leave. You are every woman wishes she could be. And you are every woman I always want to be with. Just how do you do everything that you do? How can I not stop feeling blessed if I see you as heaven's blessing itself? How? You faith in God is as strong as an everlasting wall. 

Your beauty inside and out is beyond measure. Your existence in this world is as bright as the sun that lights up my world. When I learned that you had your veil cover most of your body except your eyes on the day that I converted to and embraced Islam, I already had faith that our destinies have been interlocked. We may be star-crossed or we may be lucky, no one ever knows exactly. But envisioning you wait at home as my wife caring for our children is more than what I could even dream of. I will do everything I can to prove that we are already tied by a thread called fate. 

This may not all happen in this lifetime if we're not lucky enough but I am quite certain that it will happen one moment in time. All that I want you to know is that I thank God so much for sending you to me. You add up to the reason why I have more strength in God and why I am loving everyday of my life. And slowly, you are becoming my life. Just please never go away and leave every little thing we have started. Because in the finish line someday, I pray that it will still be you and me.